The past few days my mind has been trying to juggle too many things at the same time, school and other stuff that I put the utmost importance to. I can't wait for the sem to end; it's gonna give me more time to think about the "stuff" that have been driving me nuts. And I don't mean that in a bad way, its actually a good thing. It's actually quite frustrating that there are a lot of things I wanna say in this particular entry, but I don't have the guts to do it. It's frustrating that I can't bear my soul out to you because its my soul that is in the heart of this particular scenario. And my soul is all that I have left. And wish to take care of it, without it I am nothing. Hay...once again I am taking in riddles, riddles that only I can answer. And maybe I have but I am too afraid to muster enough courage to go there. At least for the time being. Maybe you're wondering what the title has to do with this particular entry and the answer is nothing and everything at the same time. The title happens to be a line from a song that I've been listening to the past weeks. My friends will tell you that I was never a gifted dancer, in fact I can count the times I actually dance willingly and some how pulled off a Houdini. But everytime I hear the song, it makes me want to take a girl's hand and just dance. I can see us dancing in my mind as though I were really doing it. I feel great. Did you ever stop and think about how certain songs seem to dictate every thought and action that the human mind seems to induce? I was listening to this other song by Velvet Revolver the other day, it was the saddest, most moving and inspiring song I've heard in a long time. And whole time I was listening to it, I was thinking about the things that have transpired the past weeks and what I have come to realize about myself. Things that I cannot simply put in this entry, at least not before I share it with the people involved. And believe me, it's gonna change my life as you and I know it. |